Taylor’s setlist at iheartradio, including new songs (LEAKED)
1. Our Song (Acoustic)
2. Our Song (Pop Mix)
3. Our Song (Spanish version)
4. Our Song ft. Ed Sheeran
I got my vitals done this morning first thing at treatment and they aren’t good and now I have to go to the doctors and possibly to the er and I’m just really scared.
can we just take a minute to talk about taylors dancing during wanegbt? i mean like
i don’t even know what she’s doing anymore.
no we don’t.
it’s just so fucking hard not knowing where you stand and fighting yourself.
Taylor walks on stage in for the iHeart radio festival in the Red finale outfit, the new single’s opening bars begin and the dancer rip off her outfit like the old YBWM and boom new era begins
i’m just so stuck in my mind and i can’t get out. i’m tired of not caring and not feeling and just hurting myself and others around me. it breaks my heart seeing my mom say i’m not trying and i’m being selfish. i really am trying, i just can’t get to a good place and stay there. it all feels so hopeless.
maybe i should go to res and take medical leave from school. it’s been 9 weeks of treatment making no progress, going backwards and dropping weight, and stepping up to more intensive care and i still am going absolutely no where.
i really don’t want to give in any more to my ed. it wins if i go to res. it wins. it would take away everything from me that it hasn’t yet. i want to be strong enough that i don’t need residential and that i can go back to school and succeed but i don’t think it’s possible.